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Okay okay i know i've been away for a while. but that doesn't mean i dont write everyday. I DO!. i just have been moving around a lot lately and i dont have my mobile device which allows me to update my profile. LMAO, but with all that being said (even though it wasn't a lot) i will be back soon to update and post some things i've written.












LOVE

Night One...

its the way you sass me without saying a word

& the things you say

that make me ask you to repeat yourself

the sexy confident swagger and an ego of a thousand men

it's your

sun kissed caramel complexion &

smile to light up a million yards in the pitch black night

it's your ability to sustain my attention

and your truthful eyes

it's the way my words leave you on edge

& how you cant

think of anything but me when I'm away

the sexy mind-blowing swagger and an ego of a thousand women

it's my

toasted butter complexion &

my smile that lights up this side of the earth

it's my ability to keep you intrigued

and my faithful eyes

4 eyes on me and you; smiles turn

hearts race to music that isn't on but is perfectly in tune

bodies touch and breathing syncopates

steady like like the beat of two

that belong

Been Away for a minute

I've been away for a minute but now im back. Haven't had anything on my mind, i've just been walking around empty (like your gas tank). HAHA j/k. but i've been pretty empty on the inside which is where all of my writing comes from. so i just haven't had anything to say. i'm in the process of moving again. and i never really noticed how easily we get attached to things even when we really don't know them. i feel sorry for army kids. cause they NEVER stay in one place... WOAH!!!

Chris Brown VS. Rihanna

SO WHAT REALLY HAPPENED?!!?!?!?!

Did she provoke him after he recieved a booty call text message? Did he snap and react violently before he could mentally process what he had done? Did he react violently because she gave him a sexually transmitted disease? What happened in that car that night? how did the events play out? was there a heated arguement that started this altercation? These are all questions that you have to ask yourself before jumping to conclusions. consider all parties involved and don't choose sides now because you haven't heard all of the story just hear say and alleged accounts of what happened when the only people that were there was Robyn "Rihanna" Fenty and Christopher Maurice Brown. And if this picture isn't Photoshopped... He REALLY lost complete self-control... Well these are my opinions and questions. Get back to me and let me know what you are feeling on this subject.

~mental interruption.

Little Piece of Magic

There it is...

been waiting on this all day

you come out of the

light

to give us light in the dark

the little piece of magic you are

there

in the sky whole and singing silently

a beautiful song

you smile upon us every night

and guide us when were alone

the little piece of magic that comes from you is

full of wonder and

light and love

i have to stare at you

especially

when i feel alone you comfort me

i tell you my secrets and you never tell

you know me

better than he does and i give

you permission to tell it all

and give him

a little piece of magic

the moon isnt just a rock

magic is real...

possibly Love

sooo... im left with this incredible feeling in the pit of my stomach. not sure if i should call it love or just a really strong and undeniable like...

i think i've been in love before...How am I able to tell?

i think i should ask my heart...

but what do i do and how would i know... if my heart doesn't respond???

my heart, cold as ice... yet, warm and inviting.

how did it get that way? why was it taken that far? when love isn't there does it have the same response?

jushfy tjasdufjad uagaksijyhejas <- the jibberish that's sent to my mind from my heart

when im near yu. just cant make out the words... or is it a song?

possibly

entering something new could scare me and make me want to

scream my heart out cause i just want to make sense of this crazy yet intensely mellow feeling

its like an anethestic; numbs me to pain...

how long will that last?

possibly

never

to

have

and hold

the story of my life is in your eyes but i cant seem to focus on them yet. it's like your not

here

right here is where i need yu to be SO MAYBE YU COULD GET A RESPONSE OUT OF THIS

MUTED MUSCLE.

...9...8...7... countdown ' til the phone rings. its yu.

cry out from inside

you dont hear it yet because its not loud enough to be heard

possibly

Hatred and sorrow trying to be let out so that love could be let in.

oooh i sigh and sigh and cry for love and answers and the healing that comes when

you release the bitter and

oooohhhh ave maria

sitting in the dark listing to music that makes me cry while others just sway and sing along

maybe i am in love with yu

possibly

Love