Friday, February 13, 2009

Chris Brown VS. Rihanna


SO WHAT REALLY HAPPENED?!!?!?!?!
Did she provoke him after he recieved a booty call text message? Did he snap and react violently before he could mentally process what he had done? Did he react violently because she gave him a sexually transmitted disease? What happened in that car that night? how did the events play out? was there a heated arguement that started this altercation? These are all questions that you have to ask yourself before jumping to conclusions. consider all parties involved and don't choose sides now because you haven't heard all of the story just hear say and alleged accounts of what happened when the only people that were there was Robyn "Rihanna" Fenty and Christopher Maurice Brown. And if this picture isn't Photoshopped... He REALLY lost complete self-control... Well these are my opinions and questions. Get back to me and let me know what you are feeling on this subject.
~mental interruption.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Little Piece of Magic

There it is...
been waiting on this all day
you come out of the
light
to give us light in the dark
the little piece of magic you are
there
in the sky whole and singing silently
a beautiful song
you smile upon us every night
and guide us when were alone
the little piece of magic that comes from you is
full of wonder and
light and love
i have to stare at you
especially
when i feel alone you comfort me
i tell you my secrets and you never tell
you know me
better than he does and i give
you permission to tell it all
and give him
a little piece of magic
the moon isnt just a rock
magic is real...

possibly Love

sooo... im left with this incredible feeling in the pit of my stomach. not sure if i should call it love or just a really strong and undeniable like...

i think i've been in love before...How am I able to tell?

i think i should ask my heart...

but what do i do and how would i know... if my heart doesn't respond???

my heart, cold as ice... yet, warm and inviting.

how did it get that way? why was it taken that far? when love isn't there does it have the same response?

jushfy tjasdufjad uagaksijyhejas <- the jibberish that's sent to my mind from my heart

when im near yu. just cant make out the words... or is it a song?

possibly

entering something new could scare me and make me want to

scream my heart out cause i just want to make sense of this crazy yet intensely mellow feeling

its like an anethestic; numbs me to pain...

how long will that last?

possibly

never

to

have

and hold

the story of my life is in your eyes but i cant seem to focus on them yet. it's like your not

here

right here is where i need yu to be SO MAYBE YU COULD GET A RESPONSE OUT OF THIS

MUTED MUSCLE.

...9...8...7... countdown ' til the phone rings. its yu.

cry out from inside

you dont hear it yet because its not loud enough to be heard

possibly

Hatred and sorrow trying to be let out so that love could be let in.

oooh i sigh and sigh and cry for love and answers and the healing that comes when

you release the bitter and

oooohhhh ave maria
sitting in the dark listing to music that makes me cry while others just sway and sing along
maybe i am in love with yu
possibly
Love