Tuesday, February 10, 2009

possibly Love

sooo... im left with this incredible feeling in the pit of my stomach. not sure if i should call it love or just a really strong and undeniable like...

i think i've been in love before...How am I able to tell?

i think i should ask my heart...

but what do i do and how would i know... if my heart doesn't respond???

my heart, cold as ice... yet, warm and inviting.

how did it get that way? why was it taken that far? when love isn't there does it have the same response?

jushfy tjasdufjad uagaksijyhejas <- the jibberish that's sent to my mind from my heart

when im near yu. just cant make out the words... or is it a song?

possibly

entering something new could scare me and make me want to

scream my heart out cause i just want to make sense of this crazy yet intensely mellow feeling

its like an anethestic; numbs me to pain...

how long will that last?

possibly

never

to

have

and hold

the story of my life is in your eyes but i cant seem to focus on them yet. it's like your not

here

right here is where i need yu to be SO MAYBE YU COULD GET A RESPONSE OUT OF THIS

MUTED MUSCLE.

...9...8...7... countdown ' til the phone rings. its yu.

cry out from inside

you dont hear it yet because its not loud enough to be heard

possibly

Hatred and sorrow trying to be let out so that love could be let in.

oooh i sigh and sigh and cry for love and answers and the healing that comes when

you release the bitter and

oooohhhh ave maria
sitting in the dark listing to music that makes me cry while others just sway and sing along
maybe i am in love with yu
possibly
Love

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